So it turns out the word ‘What If…’ has its companion.
Sometimes you just keep replaying things that happened in your mind. Every single piece of it, wondering where did it all go wrong.
….Then there comes a time when you finally found it. That one particular moment. You realized that even a simple tiny thing could make a big turnover. And in your mind, all you can think is that you’d give probably anything to go back and change it; only to feel that happiness again. To feel again the warmth over those arms, those butterflies. To hear that laughter, that smile, that look. That look that you could never resist, that whenever you see it, those feelings come bursting out all over again. The sparks that never fade. Those thoughts just won’t go outta your head… and yet, all you can do is lay down and think about every moment you wish you could change.
“I’m happy that you’re happy. But damn… what if?” -Ted Mosby
at home:
when my favorite song play on the radio:
in the shower:
in the computer:
if someone asks me to sing:
(Source: fuckyeahporta)
